The dress was satin red with chiffon pleats on the upper torso. Baby doll cut, spaghetti straps, and it only goes down to above my knees. It also comes with a faux fur shawl.
I didn't see Doodles in the dream. The dream comprised mostly of searching for the dressmaker, the shop closing and Paco and I talking about the break up or something.
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Being a bridesmaid means either of two things. There's a looming romance or I'm looking for one. For the past 3 years, after my last real relationship, I have been only committed to Arashi. Suffice it to say, my heart or mind does not long for one.
Fur = wealth. Would I have an easier life coming to me? I already have a relatively easy life here.
There was a moment when I felt we were getting lost. I guess, this move is really getting to me. Am I losing sight of where I'm going?
Weddings are new beginnings. Or death. But since I didn't see the actual ceremony in my dream, I'm going for new beginnings. Which is apt right? Right now, I'm packing things up to bring to my temporary home before I fly out.
This move, is really really really affecting my psyche.
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