Red Prom Dress and Faux Fur

I don't want to go to details today.

What stood out for me in today's set of dreams are two things. Another red ceremonial dress and another faux fur.

Prom night this time. I didn't want to attend, but seeing as the whole prom was skipped by so many, I went after all. But, I did not dress up.

A classmate was wearing a gorgeous red dress, which she mentions was supposed to be mine had I decided to go in the first place.

When they were trying to take a picture of all of those who went, they grabbed me and wrapped me with fur. They said, at least, I won't look out of place with just red shirt and shorts surrounded by formally dressed people.

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so really, what does this mean?

it's the same thing all over again.

Prom -- endings for new beginnings,

Red dress -- passion.

Fur -- wealth. But since it's faux fur, what does that mean?

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Bridesmaid Dress

I was having a red bridesmaid dress made. Doodles was getting married. To Paco. But, Paco was also my lover on the side. Weh?

The dress was satin red with chiffon pleats on the upper torso. Baby doll cut, spaghetti straps, and it only goes down to above my knees. It also comes with a faux fur shawl.

I didn't see Doodles in the dream. The dream comprised mostly of searching for the dressmaker, the shop closing and Paco and I talking about the break up or something.

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Being a bridesmaid means either of two things. There's a looming romance or I'm looking for one. For the past 3 years, after my last real relationship, I have been only committed to Arashi. Suffice it to say, my heart or mind does not long for one.

Fur = wealth. Would I have an easier life coming to me? I already have a relatively easy life here.

There was a moment when I felt we were getting lost. I guess, this move is really getting to me. Am I losing sight of where I'm going?

Weddings are new beginnings. Or death. But since I didn't see the actual ceremony in my dream, I'm going for new beginnings. Which is apt right? Right now, I'm packing things up to bring to my temporary home before I fly out.

This move, is really really really affecting my psyche.